and death will come to all who wait
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Tue, Sep. 8th, 2009, 12:42 am
WTF?
so its been days past since ive been on here...wow i've had some emo entries.....and i've looked up old friends and messeged them on aim....i've come accross two or three that have blocked me...was i that much of an ass back then? Sat, Apr. 8th, 2006, 10:23 pm
once again its been a long ass time since i've been on here.....i wonder if anyone is still around on this thing....things have changed...of course...and this time for the better, im now happy...isnt that odd? yes its true im happy and its all because of dayna! haha..she didnt like my old entry so she is making me update...hmm...i think i'll go talk to her now...
Fri, Apr. 8th, 2005, 08:28 am
restart
ok so im back on lj once again. lets some up my life right now....was in hell with a step mom for five months....am now moving back into concord...back to yelling and fighting.....i am bored all day because im in independant study....running out of cigs...no longer know what i want...guess i never did....and am really lonely.... well there you go about a half a year summed up for anyone who even wants to look at this thing
i guess when you really want something...you take time...but what happens when you get it but it ends because of too much time....
Sun, Jul. 25th, 2004, 09:20 pm
Sun, Jul. 25th, 2004, 04:44 pm
ok so things have been fucked up. i miss her. well i dont want to dwell on that. its aready caused enough pain. i'm ok now i guess, for the most part. i got to talk to this girl that i have alot in common with. she is hella tight. last night i was hella depressed but after talking to her i felt better. now i'm just sad cause i have no cigs left....
Sun, Jun. 27th, 2004, 10:20 pm
you know Taoism is a religion that is considered a dark path Fri, Jun. 18th, 2004, 08:45 am
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Sun, May. 23rd, 2004, 10:38 am
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If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal. Sat, May. 15th, 2004, 12:44 pm
wow
its been awhile i guess...went to gilman lastnight..fun times. and i may go to the punk prom tonight. i miss ppl. i dont think anyone really looks at my journal anymore, maybe i should get rid of it.... Mon, May. 3rd, 2004, 04:00 am
i'm here awake...it seems i can never sleep anymore...do i sleep...no...how can i with a mind like mine...always in thoughts....all ways in fear yet unscared......... Sat, May. 1st, 2004, 01:01 am
*happy* i just got back from the gilman...it was fucking awsome! hardcore bands all night..got in free for working the second half....awsome ppl....some friends showed up......good times!!!
fuck...its been awhile, hows everyone? i'm doing better, its kinda wierd....i'm actually...happy. you know those dreams that feel like that were real...ya i had one last night. i woke up hella early and went sraight to the phone. and the conversation, well i can remember like every word. when i woke up it took me a few minutes to try and figure out if it happened or not. well i'm possitive it didnt. friday i met this guy...and we look sooo fucking alike! i will post pics in a couple days. well thats all for now. i'll be updating more soon
Sun, Apr. 4th, 2004, 03:36 pm
So these last few days have just been..a pain in the ass basically. I'm always tired..I miss whitney..and life just isnt what i need or what i want it to be. Sat, Apr. 3rd, 2004, 09:46 pm
i think i'm going to stop this shit for awhile...and ppl always ask why i'm depressed! they dont understand...its not that i'm always depressed...i just dont always have something to be happy about. when something good happends i'm happy for that moment but when its gone i usually go back to how i was. there are a few things now and then to make me happy for awhile...talkin to hope for the first time in hella long...but thats all right now...fuck i'm messed up....
Sat, Apr. 3rd, 2004, 11:25 am
I LOVE! the smell of ciggarettes,booze and partys
and i didnt get arrested! Fri, Apr. 2nd, 2004, 07:44 pm
time to go crazy! plus havin some drinks with friends...
fun....
Tue, Mar. 30th, 2004, 10:03 am
i guess i cant be soo upset...we did say we could see other ppl. all i have to say right now is...it needs to be summer!!! Sat, Mar. 27th, 2004, 06:18 pm
so now i know why i can never get ahold of whitney..she has a bf...well thats what i get for falling in love with one that lives soo far away. its ironic, the one person that i truelly loved i never met. i will right more but i just found out about this, but what hurts even more is that she didnt tell me, i had to find out from one of her friends. so i'm going to go dry my tears and stick my head in the tiolet as i puke some more...but now it seems no one would care...
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